ArmaggedonZx - V1

2006-06-27T02:39:00.000+08:00

Wa rusty sia my blog.. lolz
duno how long since i blogged...
okay here goes..
everday in the hols..
have to go school.. haizz wtf sia..
spend so much time in my project..
only during the last week of hols..
i cudnt go for project lols..
i wonder how badly they mutilated my crystal.. T_T
lols as for homework... screw it lorhs..
i never even do. haha.. typical slacker..
bleahz.. then lol last minute then do.. lol
stupid rite? -_- hahas..
first day of school not bad la..
never get scolding aimed at me at least..
aimed at the class, got alot lols..
cus most ppl nvr do the online homework..
LOL die lor..
lucky i got do la.. hahas at least most of them..
then the new teachers table is so stupid lorhs...
some bigger blue desk with one square hole in the middle..
they claim that it is for the comp..
but wtf?
who in the right mind wud put their laptops in a PIT?!
and how the hell are u going to type?
lols..
the 'pit' mus b for teachers to drop their books in lol..
and now im wasting my time away staying awake lols..
heeheex... tmr im gna sleep in class again i guess...
lols and looks like most didnt do the eng compre..
lol good luck to them bahs..
i also duno how to help them lols..
and btw guys.. if u nid the time table for semester 2..
its in the link below..
S3E1 Semester 2 Time Table (Requires Microsoft Word)
And... if you dont have microsoft word and would like it in other formats, tell me i'll send it to u..

OR.. if u wan me to print a copy for u...
heeheex....
10 CENT PER COPY!! =i no $$ for ink liao okaes...
its not that im mean..

kk gtg..
wee sleep in class again..
hahas.. alritex
byes..

Signing off
[F0rs4k3nX]-`

[Perhaps im only someone to fill the emptiness of your heart..]
[Forget it..]

2006-06-01T10:50:00.000+08:00

zZzZ so tired..
holidays shudnt be called holidays..
they shud b called hwlidays instead..
-_- first week of my holidays are alrd spent on enrichment stuff..
tuesday, collect report book and seminar @ science centre..
wednesday, workshop on SYSF stuff @ SP..
thursday, aviation
friday, project work..

zZzZ dont even haf time to sleep~!!
bleah.. tuesday, went to the seminar..
quite interesting and boring at the same time..
zZ most of my frens fell asleep..
then.. the lunch break so lousy..
cus the food.. like yesterday's food lidat..
zzomg - - so hard..
like rock like that.. ack...
then as for the second talk,
its about the guy who got polio, lost the use of his legs..
yet still participated in marathons.
altho his talk teaches us alota life's values..
but.. sorry to say that.. but it has got nth to do wif science..
this is science talk wad..
nvm..

then.. for the workshop..
nothing to say la.. very fun making the stuff..
the talk was rather interesting..
even the room is interesting..
food's nice, milo is nice :P
but that day still sucks.
cus.. i forgot that..
THERE WAS TRANSPORT FROM SCHOOL!!
and i came here on my own..~
and walked half the perimeter of the polytechnic...
JUST TO FIND THE DAM GATE!! OMG!
-_- that caused me to catch less sleep than i could.. zz

wads worse.. i duno which part of the poly the workshop is at!! WTF?
then.. run here run there thru the whole poly looking for the dam place..
zz ended up calling the school..
the school called the teacher in charge...
the teacher in charge called another teacher in charge of transport there..
then he contacted me -_- lol.. complicated stuff..

after that.. i realised that i was VERY EARLY..
wtf.. ended up sitting there like an idiot..
and waiting for 2 hours for my 'sch mates' to arrive..

this is dumb.. i still have a big pile of hw waitng for me..
then i still have to hand up my physics and chem file..
i dun even noe where to hand them up! -_-
zz forget it..
zZz gng to sleep.. bb

2006-05-20T15:54:00.000+08:00

Yay finally the exams are over..
Actually, im rather late to post this since the exams ended like...
2 days ago? on Wednesday..
The last paper was the chinese listening compre..
2nd Last should be biology..

So the biology paper was like...
SO EASY!? i shudn't have studied that much for the test..

lols.. as for the chinese listening compre...
it was also like...
SO EASY!!?
lols.. easier than what i had last year..

Then after the exams, everyday is just so boring...
Training from level 51 onwards seems..
to take forever to gain a level..

Then, i went to maple to start a new character to train wif a friend of mine..
ah well.. i still feel maple sucks.. ahaha.
But in some points, maple owns flyff..
I don't know the particular points maple is better..
But i jus have a feeling that maple is nicer to play..

Oh and on thursday...
While riding on my uncle's motorbike..
Guess wad??
a spider fell from the trees above us and landed on me arm..
WTF!! -_- it is just so big...
like.. the middle section of ur forefinger..

Then.. it refused to let go of me when i attempted to sweep it off..
lols after a few tries, of course, i owned it lol..
it fell on the road.. >_<
i wonder how is it now..? squashed? i hope not..

Then today.. went out wif me parents... zZzzZ
I jus hate going out wit them -_-
and wtf? why are insects and arachnids attracted to me!?
a huge red ant fell from the tree above me..
and landed on my shoulder.. wtf!!?
imagine that kind of shock when i saw the ant close up..
it looked really big - -|||...
once again.. i had to sweep it about 7 times before it finally dropped off...
lols u shud see the kind of 'slow-motion' feeling
as i saw it fall to the ground from my shoulder LOLS..
its like.. the ant is turning and twisting around in the air
before finally crashing to the ground lolz..
and its still alive lol..

yawns.. ima train in flyff now..
byes.. >_>

-Signing off+
FallenX>/

2006-05-15T22:17:00.000+08:00

Wow wtf..
I feel like im the living dead...
So tireddd... zzzz
Ytd, slept at 3am.. -_-
was actually reading abit on my chem..
also, partly becus i cant sleep since i slept too long ytd..

Yawnsss...
Today, i FORGOT TO BRING MY PENCIL BOX!!
i thought.. nvm.. i'll borrow it from me fren..
then i discovered something...
WTF!!!
AND MY CALCULATOR TOO!!?
.. Im just so freaking unlucky..
Wads worse..
My pencil lead ran out during the test..
OMGWTF!!
Worse.. i discovered that i dont have an eraser...
ARGHH OWNT!! -_-

My bad luck owned me..
Then.. i thought valency was the amnt of outermost shell electrons..
BUT!! IT IS the charGE!! (i think) WTF!!!

Then.. for combustion reaction..
I FORGOT TO ADD O2!!
NO WONDER I BALANCE LIKE SIAO ALSO CANOT...
Sian 2 marks gone..

Worse..
later on outside sch..
2 girls.. (i dun wan to mention from wad sch)
pretend to sms using their samsung clampshell fone..
then, they are actually aiming their damn cameras at me, and my fren..
wtf? despo ar? -_-
Then, they also took the other 2 frens of mine on e cam rite behind us..
so freaking obvious lor..
-_- then.. still walk pass with their camera fone aimed at us again..
repeating to herself.. "sms sms"
then asking herself *obviously asking us* "what?"
*not like i asked her anything..*

wtf wtf wtf..
then me and my fren went to the toilet..
the other 2 of my frens, stayed there to wait for us.
when we came back they werent there anymore..
wtf stalkers...

Bleah.. then later.. i feel so freaking tired,
that i slept instead of studying 4 test woot..
wahahahaa.. wasted my day..
sry im mad LOLS..
kk watch me die for my chem test..
Gtg.

Byees.
-Signiing off+
FallenX*

[I shed a tear every night..]
[Not knowing why...]

2006-05-12T00:05:00.000+08:00

Waa... My exams so screwed up..

English paper 2/5/06..
Paper 1: No ideas on how to write.. Anyhow write..
Paper 2: Never finish summary.. -_-

CME paper 3/5/06..
--> I never study for CME about all the religions!!
Day of celebrating harvest is wad day??
I put Qing Ming -_- lol wad a joke..

Chinese Paper 5/5/06..
Paper 1: Never complete Compo.. wtf
: Format for official letter is wrong...
Paper 2: My compre gone case lerhs...
: Didn't complete..
: Fell asleep for 10 minutes

Geography Elective 8/5/06..
--> I duno how to do!!
---> Disadvantages of Plantation Agriculture?!?!
----> Comments on GM food? Supporters? Anti GM food?!

Elementary Mathematics 9/5/06..
Paper 1: Easy shit.. But never complete the paper!! WTF!
: Fell asleep for 15 minutes... -_-
Paper 2: Easy la.. Nothing wrong with this paper.. Almost didnt complete.

Social Studies 10/5/06..
--> Never complete SEQ..
--> No ideas on how to write too altho the same type of questions came out in the class test..

Physics 10/5/06..
--> Duno how to do particle theory..
--> How to prove that air partcles move at high speeds??

Additional maths 11/5/06..
--> Duno how to do sets...

Still left with chem, bio and CL listening compre..
lol sure die one.. -_-
kk.. gtg liao..
byes..

2006-04-27T00:02:00.000+08:00

more Homeworld 2 piccs..

Hehe my full fleet.. O_O

Ancient Progenitor Dreadnaught, Gatekeeper of Sajuuk, firing its Phased cannon array.. Pain sia..

Another view of the dreadnaught, notice the glowing "wires" or tracts at the side..

Once again, the trinity cannon, this time its clearer..
But its damage is nothing compared to phased cannon arrays or..
the Progenitor Trinity Core Cannon

Dreadnaught charging up its PCA..
The wires look cool eh.. o.O sparkling..

As for the Trinity Core Cannon..
I'll show em another day..
lols alrite.. im going off..
Byes..
Signing off..
[-FallenX-]
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2006-04-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

hahaha..
just another addition to this week's post..
Homeworld 2 Roxxorz!!
Well at least the graphics rawk..
again, the graphics dont really rock..
its the effects ^^
Herres a few screenss

>_< My poor destroyer.. got owned by a battle cruiser -_-..

An interceptor fighter..
(Top left)
Zoomed it to the max, not its acutal size...
If it were that big, it would own everything XD..

Their battlecruiser's getting owned by mine Muahahah
REvengE KeKeke..

Teh ownage battlecruiser armed with 8 Kinetic burst cannons
and 2 Ion Cannon turrets, each holding 2 Ion Beam Emitters..

The enemy battlecruiser, getting owned when its turning towards mine..

Trying to aim its Trinity Cannon at me Bcruisers.. HAHA LOSER!! OWNED!!
Btw Trinity cannon = the three holes at the front.. Very pain sia.. O_O||

Lol flagship getting owned..

O_O Trinity cannon fire..

Missles + Trinity Cannon = Ownage Luckily only my destroyer got owned..

Hehe.. flagship got PWNED MUAHAA..

kk i post more piczz another day.. keke got loads of pics.
bye byex.

2006-04-25T21:10:00.000+08:00

waa.. so sian..
today, walked in the rain -_-..
ended up getting some stupid cold and..
my head itches like mad...!!
lolz.. then i got back my chem test papers..
i was like..
WOAH?!?
21/25..
First in class... >_>
and in the pure chem classes..
didnt expect that tho..
But then i made some stupid mistakes..
All of the mistakes are listed below...

1. Which of the gases are the least reactive?
a. O2
b. H2
c. N2
d. Cl2

i go put H2 -_- stupid rite...

Then i got another sum wrong..
think its because the diagram wasnt clear enuff.. -_-

Then for properties of graphite..
i went to put free-flowing electrons instead of mobile electrons..
(Problem is.. Free flowing sounds like metallic structure)

Then for the last question, i put Tin Atoms instead of Tin Ions -_-..
Stupidest mistake i have ever made.. WTF..

Forget it..
*sneezes*
I just wasted 3 hours for just a piece of A maths homework.. zz
Nvm..
Post some crap pics taken using me w800i..

Some kind of CPU with SLI, UV pipes, UV tubes, Radiator n Reservoir, etc etc..

Another pic...

lol they are selling those water cooling kits at $165 each..
might as well buy ur own radiator, fan, reservoir and pipes..
much cheaper -_-..

lols.. kk gtg..
end of the post for the week i guess..
cus ima get real busy wid all teh revision -_-"
doubt i have time even for flyff or Even MSN..
kk byes..

2006-04-21T21:28:00.000+08:00

^_^ finally back from the long 'holiday' from blogging..
lols didn't know that my entries were in such 'demand'..
lols i smell sarcasm in those words...
lols nvm..
Reason for the absence:
Tests...
Homework...
Projects...
Buy files, buy books -_-
Study here study there..
waa..
so many things to do that i find no time to blog..
lol and besides, i must catch up la..
got so many new subjects.. Must learn more about them..
So that i wont end up like Sec 1,
big failure in class.. lols.
but actually..
now i AM quite a failure in class despite wad i have done..
LOL wasted all my time 'not blogging'..

Then, i got used to it...
and somewhat, lost interest in blogging since im the only reader..
also, i havent anything to blog about..

Quite long ago..
theres this duno wad Smoke Sensor Workshop..
so far siah -_- at clementi there
and the taxi fare per day is like....
$48?!!?! OMGOMG..
madness la..
lols..

so i didnt take taxi for the next 2 days of the workshop..
lol i chose to take a bus - -
which means i will have to wake up 1 and a half hours earlier for that
since the trip is like 1 hour -_-...
lols.. nothing really much to do there..
just study their laboratories..
then do some 'planning' on the smoke sensor 'invention'
Nothing much la..
the smoke sensor thing is about er..
creating a sensor that sends a message to the smoker's phone,
whenever he lights the cigarette..
And that message tells him that there are still ppl who care for him, pls dont smoke etc etc..
All those kind of anti- smoking thing la..
Through the use of microelectronics
all those kind of silicon..
wafer wafer thingy haha..

kk.. enuff of talking crap..

NUS lodge... Such a nice place rite? >_< like some kind of resort.. No wonder people want in.. hahas..

Bio Lab Class 2 of Institute of Micro Electronics, looks real pro..

Name list of the people present >_< note the famous schools, and my name ish da last.. lols x.X

O_O Electron microscope.. Cool rite?

Once again.. the Bio lab.. Blurred cus someone pushed meh -_-"'

More pics in e next post ^_^..
Bye for now.. -_- SS test tmr..
i tink i die liao...
kkz bb...

2006-04-21T21:17:00.000+08:00

Wa -_- got spammed with homework by my teachers again..
SS test that day was surprisingly easy..
So is the Emaths test later that day..
But....
I tink my AMaths test is doomed..
The first question -_- forgot the substitution method...
Second question.... Looks okay..
Third Question Confirm right..
oh wells.. i would pass but the score will b borderline -_-..
i hate thizz... ArGh``! zz

Then.. more pics from that day...

Some kind of machinery, i forgot wad its called lmao..

Another machine... in charge of 'washing' the wafers... I forgot the name again.
lol i hate that kind of suit + that head wear -_-

Silicon Wafers o.O + some other stuff made from silicon

They sure have alot of machines... -_- once again i forgot wad its named..

kk i'll post another day...
byes

2006-03-13T00:31:00.000+08:00

Every time I look up into the tear-filled sky,
A fickle wave of blue binds my chest.

If it's destiny, I will leave behind the days That I've fought till the end of sorrow.

Life Goes On, passionately.
As long as I am alive,
Even if I were to lose sight of my real self,
Life Goes On, I want to protect it.
My heart was shattered,
And in these eyes that have seen true sorrow,
Love is overflowing.

The flowers that bloom in winter paints a misty landscape.
"Strength is tenderness" I sang.

For what and for who
Do you continue to fight for now?

Life Goes On, be reborn.
If we unknowing meet again,
I don't want to lose you a second time, but
Life Goes On. In this era,
As long as I am given life,
I catch it with these arms and this chest.
Believe in love.

Life Goes On, passionately.
As long as I am alive,
I want to share this light with you again someday.
Life Goes On, I want to protect it.
Send your prayers towards the sky.
In these eyes that have seen true sorrow,
Love is overflowing.

Life Goes On
By Mika Arisaka...
GSD 2nd ending theme.

Fakd

2006-03-05T18:34:00.000+08:00

Taxi, Dmged (Fakd) so badly.. compared to...

The bus~! No dmg? Wtf!?

Overview of the situation..

Lols, u shud noe why i censor the number plates...
Cus im afraid u'll buy 4D with those numbers XD..
okaes, i gtg..
Got geog test tml -.-' wtf..
byez.

2006-02-17T21:27:00.000+08:00

#@$#%!! today sucks!!
1. i failed Geog.. wtf..
jus because i mixed up transplanting with patching..
no not that i identify the process in the pic..
BUT
i thought that transplanting refers to u noe,
moving of the seedlings from the nursery to the main fields..
BUT NO!! WTF

its the spreading out of the seedlings,
ensuring that they have enuff space between each seedling...
and patching is the direct opposite..

WTH!!!!

If u go n read the geog elective book,
page: 64...

Transplanting
The seedlings are transplanted from the nursery to the main fields abou two to three weeks after sowing (Figures 4.11A and B). The main fields are flooded by the time transplanting takes place. The water level is checked and controlled by the farmers according to the rice variety.

AND IM WRONG!? WTH?!

Another piece of evidence extracted from the same book and page..

Patching
To ensure the optimum growth of rice plants, the rice seedlings may sometimes be redistributed to ensure better use of space and to maximise the amount of sunlight for the plants.

AND IM MARKED WRONG!?
all those who shud haf passed failed and those who shud have failed passed..
where is the justice in this world!?
Gone to blazes?!

nvm.. forget about this..
another incident.. during SS period..
i wasnt sleeping in class.. merely leaving my head on the table..
and besides i DIDN'T know that i had to copy that thingy down, since i got full marks for that question..

then this teacher of mine, said: Oi weili dont sleep..
if u do that again i'll call your parents..
wtf is this..
u accuse me of something that i didn't do without evidence?
wow.. amazing..
on how teachers are becoming these days..

The same stuff happened to me during chinese lesson..
i was following the teacher's teaching, i was looking at my TB..
then.. here comes the same sentence..
Weili, stand up, since u keep sleeping..

WAD THE?! her eyes arent that good and she may not have noticed my eyes..
im not freaking sleeping..
then ask me to stand up..
ok la.. i dun mind standing up..

but then horhs.. its that u spoilt my name..
u accused me of sleeping
(in other words.. disrespecting you. ie being a bad ass)
but i am not a bad ass myself..

i admit im being bad to my friends sometimes,
jus joking ard wif them..
BUT i am not as bad to the teachers..
i treat them seriously wif respect..

u tink im such a fucker? NO!
zz i rather have my sec 2 chinese teacher teaching us instead..
hes alot better, altho many sleep during his lessons..
but at least he will say softly.. stand up or something..
WHEN he catches me sleeping..

ok la like that i dont have anything to say..
i jollywell stand up..

nvm.. i wont elaborate abt this anymore,
i dun want this to be seen as a form of criticism..

now for some painful incident..
this friend of mine... i dun wan to mention his name..
he, was busy messing up my hair, then i pretended to stop him..
then somehow.. my nametag, unpinned itself..
then, his arm somehow, pushed the name tag..

guess wad happened?!
the pin got stuck into my skin..
wtf..
that moment, that feeling was sick..
having a pin stuck into your skin sucks..
then wads worse, it almost became tagged on my skin instead of my shirt..
cus at that time, i didnt feel much pain..

so i tried to lock the pin back to the tag..
then i felt a tug at my skin..
and i was like...
OMGWTF

then i pulled it out..
pain like siao..
now theres like a tunnel in my skin..
lol wtf..
all thanks to 'him'...
zzzz...

now for another incident which pisses the shit outta me..
i went to popular.. (im not stating which branch)
then i was looking for my biology practical book..
ask this guy, lets call him A..

he said.. "Oh this book, no stock already"
without looking at me.. NVM.. i tolerate him..
then, i went to look for my chinese "xing shi ji" phrase dictionary..
rmb, i use it for writing chiense compositions..

Then!! i ask him, he say no stock without looking at me..
wtf.. nvm i tolerate him..

then, i asked him whether theres correction tape refil..
he went over to the cabinet / cubical glass thingys which haf stationery in it..
then he said.. dun haf..
nvm..
then when i was about to go out..
the alarm beeped a bit.. when the guy infront of us SMSed using his fone..
i suspect its his fone's problem..

then nvm, this A came after me again and asked me to walk thru those gates again..
WTF.. accuse me of doing sumth i didnt do again..
NEVER MIND LORHS I WALK..
then nothing happened..

then he said.." sorry sorry"
FUCK OFF LA... sorry sorry...zzzz
do i look like that kind of bastard who steals from shops?
do i look like i cant afford stuff from ur fucking shop?!
zzzzz.. then why didnt he go after the guy infront of me?

obvious hes judging a book by its cover..
and besides.. im looking for pure bio book leh..
he tink im from normal tech ar?(no offence not all NT ppl steal)
wtf..
pure science students steal from shops!?
first time i heard of ppl accusing Pure science student of stealing shit..
WA LAO SIBEH DULANZ..

nvm
i dun wan to elaborate further cus it wud be seen as critism also..

then i went to this Handphone shop from which i bought my w800i from..
im not stating where...
i was asking..
why my memory stick duo pro has 468MB instead of 512MB when read on my system?
and theres this lady*.. zzz *i cud have replaced it wif another word
she said that its like hard disks, when u buy sumth like that,
u wont have the exact 512 disk space..

WAD A JOKE..
DUN COME N KAE KIANG IF YOU DONT KNOW LA..
ACT CLEVER ONLY..

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Source: http://hardware.gamespot.com/Story-ST-20872-2229-x-x-x

Note that "512MB" and "1GB" memory cards don't actually have 512MB and 1GB of software storage capacity respectively. Cards marketed as "512MB" actually only have 468MB of usable memory and "1GB" cards only have 969MB due to formatting overhead and differing definitions of what "megabyte" actually means. According to the storage manufacturer a MB is 1,000,000 bytes, but for software, a MB is 1,048,576 bytes. Don't be surprised when you can't fit that 500MB movie onto your 512MB card.

Read more...
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THIS IS THE REAL INFO LA.. ZZZ
DUN EVEN NOE HOW TO EXPLAIN..

then i asked.. why is a part of my camera abit loose..
she said..
"All of them are the same one, if u dun believe, u can go to the service center n check with them la"

WTF
SHE CUD HAF SHOWN ME ANOTHER W800I FOR REFERENCE RITE?
NEVER DID!!
WAD KIND OS CUSTOMER SERVICE IS THIS? SHIT AR?!
GO HOME N FLY KITE LA..
HOPE UR SHOP CLOSE DOWN AR..

I SHUD HAF SAID LOUDLY..
THIS SHOP NO GOOD ONE..
INFRONT OF ALL TOHER CUSTOMERS..
MAKE SURE THEY LEAVE AR I TELL U..

zz wtf sia..
today is so screwed up..
zzz..

gtg..
Bleahx...

[-SIGNING OFF-]
[-ARMAGGEDONZ-]

2006-02-16T16:52:00.000+08:00

More pics taken with my 2 Megapixels
AF 4.8mm 1.2.8 Digital Zoom..
lols im merely stating what the steel cover wrote..

Taken from the window of my flat..

Taken downstairs, facing my block...

And this taken on the way home after buying my phone for $770..

The clarity of the pics OWN shit man..
lols
kks i gtg..
byes

2006-02-14T16:42:00.000+08:00

Sony Ericsson W800i..
Source: http://www.generationmp3.com/mobilehub/images/Materiel/2005/w800i/W800i_02_low.png

Source: http://www.livingroom.org.au/cameraphone/sony-ericsson-W800i.jpeg

i jus bought a W800i..
Actually i thot of buying XDA IIi..
but.. after thinking for a bit...
i still think a phone is better for me for now..
cus my 6020 is getting on my nerves.. zzz..
now i can jus get my photos to my comp via usb or Memory Stick Duo Pro
instead of going thru my dad's phone via infra red then bluetooth to pc..

alot less trouble this way, and i can send stuff everyday, anyday..
instead of having to send stuff only on week ends..
Haiz.. so sianz..

I go post some shit taken by my phone's cam..

Webclub 2006 Test 1 hahas..

Taken during fire drill on total defence day =.='' had to stay in the sun...zzz

Sometimes, its better to be in the sun than in class during social studies...

My classmate.. lols.. he ran 2.4km with his uniform on lols..
Ended up being bathed in his own sweat lmao..
Anyways, this is the shirt drying technique invented by me ^_^...

kkz gtg.. byes..

.. can i die instead...?

2006-02-10T22:56:00.000+08:00

im back.. for another post...
sianz.. im going mad..
my family... sucks...
i only mean the bad side of them...

this person.. im not mentioning who in my family..
keeps on asking me to do stuff for him even tho its not my respoosibilty...
eg, pack his bag.
then.. i have never grumbled about it for 11 years..
i have been tolerating him...
he thinks that doing stuff for him is my responsibility..
he tinks that my mum is spoiling me by asking him to do it himself..

And on this day... My mum..
made sure he wont make me do stuff for him anymore...
and that really pissed the shit outta him..
then.. he said some shit words..
to me...

Do u feel happy when u do stuff for me..
i said no...
Then im sad to say that, from now on..
everything u wan to do muz ask me..
even turning on the computer, or the router...

After saying those crap..
he turned off my comp by the plug...
I walked into the room.. left the router on..
turned on my laptop... then.. he came in and said..
u wont be surfing the net.. i off ur router alrd..
AS IF IM GOING TO SURF THE NET LIKE THAT... Cb...

then, he returned me the $20 that he owed me earlier on..
he said.. dont expect anything from me, fuck..
.. i have never expected a shit out of him..
as if i wud give a fuck about that...

Then.. he continued..
i know u surf pron ok.. i have evidence..
this is the worse part of shit i have heard from him..
MALIGNING ME.. correct my spelling...
i have long forgotten about the idea of pron..
and im not as despo as him...

I only see chio bu(s).. not pron..
seeing gals is wrong is it..?
might as well kill all of the gals in the world..
this means dun nid to see liao la..
they make themselves look so nice..

its jus to attract attention nia.. wan to hao lian abt themselves..
Im jus satisfying their haolian-ness..
that is wrong ar..?
if that is wrong, might as well rape them la zzz...

Then i listened to some songs..
i was reminded of my past wif this someone..
to think that she didnt accept me..
was the saddest thing that has happened to me in my life..
I cried for a bit...
about the stress E1 is giving me...
about my failures in life and in academics..

Just then.. this ass came in again.. talked alot of shit..
and went out again.. saying that im crying over this small reprimanding from him..
then he asked me to pack my router and bring to my parents hse
bring everything i bought home..
WHAT THE FUCK..
I HAVENT BEEN BOTHERING ABOUT WHAT U DID WIF MY COMP..
WHAT U USED ON IT..
AND U DUN LET ME USE THE INTERNET?

FUCK YOU.. YES FUCK YOU!!!
WITHOUT MY PERSUASION... U WUDNT HAVE GOT SUCH A FUCKING FAST INTERNET..
WITHOUHT MY PERSUASION.. U WUDNT HAVE GOT SUCH A FUCKING FAST PC
YOU!!
WOULD BE LEFT WIF THAT PIECE OF JUNK WITH 56K INTERNET TO PLAY WITH..
AND YOU DO THIS TO ME. FUCK YOU.
IN A FIT OF MY ANGER, I WUD CALL TO CANCEL MAXONLINE AT ALL COSTS!!
AND I FUCKING DIS-ASSEMBLE THE FUCKING PC..
THEN I SEE HOW U FUCKING PLAY.. DOG!
SCREW YOU.. no. ur not worth my anger...

nobody in my family understands me... and the pain im feelin..
furthermore... to add on to this mess.. he told my aunts..
that he found pron..

my thoughts..: YOU DONT FUCKING LIE OKAY!! GOT EVIDENCE? SHOW ME LA CB..
then they believed him.. and supported him..

Thoughts : GOOD.. AFTER ALL THESE YEARS.. YOU DOUBT MY INTEGRITY.. VERY GOOD.. SEEMS LIKE THAT IS ALL I SEE ON U PEOPLE..

even tho i said i didnt.. they wont believe me.. very well...
you people are the best and the worse people i have seen in the world..
this stress, this pain, this irritance, this accuse on me, its stacking up..
i dont think i can take this any longer.. you people...

restrict my freedom.. broke my wings..
this ass ask me to do stuff.. never complained even tho its not my responsibilty...
fussy about my mum's cooking.. fancy cooking them yourselves?..
picky about my mum's actions.. eg, buying stuff buy wrong.. GO BUY YRSELF LA..
In your eyes.. im just but a tool... to gain recognition..
through my achievements.. pushing me to work harder every round..

BUT HAVE U EVER THOUGHT ABOUT HOW I FELT..
EVEN WHEN I FEEL REALLY BAD PHYSICALLY..
I STILL DID STUFF FOR U..
EVEN THO ITS NOT MY PROBLEM WHETHER ITS DONE OR NOT..
WHAT HAVE U GIVEN ME? SHIRTS? PANTS..? YES..
BUT I DONT NEED EM..
WHAT ELSE HAVE U GIVEN ME..
NOTHING BUT STRESS AND MORE STUFF TO DO..

PLEASE LA LOOK AT YOUR OWN FUCKING ATTITUDE..
YOUR LIFE IS SO FUCKED UP..
STILL HAVE THE FACE TO MEDDLE IN MY LIFE..
WHOLE DAY NO MONEY ONLY..
WHERE YR PAY GO TO I ALSO DUNO AR.
AT LOAST SHUD HAVE A FONE OR 2 COMING BACK
BUT NOTHING!! U SPENT ALL YR PAY ON AIR ISIT?
NEVER MADE EFFORT TO IMPROVE UR ATTITUDE OR LIFE..
FUCK LA U.. UR LIFE NT SCREWED UP ENOUGH, COME N SCREW UP MY LIFE ISIT?
THEN FUCK OFF AND DIE!!

DONT COME N COCK UP MY LIFE

...
pls.. all of u.. leave me alone for a while...
im going crazy.. dun blame me if u get whackd when u disturb me..

look.. if u can command my respect.. i wudnt mind doing stuff for u..
but in this case.. u cant even handle ur own life..
why do u deserve my fucking respect?!

the weili u noe.. is dead...
treat me as if im dead..
im non-existant as of now..
leave me be..
no one can understand me..
ever..

[Zai zhe ge chong man tong de shi jie..]
[Mei you ren neng gou liao jie wo de...]
[Ni men ren shi de wo, yi jing si le...]
[Cong jing tian qi, wo zai ye bu chun zai le...]

Sry for the vulgarities used..
ignore it...
if you need to...
Sry if i offended anyone...

[-Signing out-]
AleX

2006-02-07T21:37:00.000+08:00

Posting crap.. ^_^

Tsubasa Chronicles Volume 3 Cover

Tsubasa Chronicles Volume 4 Cover

Some funny stuff from Tsubasa xD [Click to enlarge][Kinda blur...]

What happened (not shown)
Mokona (Fluff ball =])[Impersonating Kurogane's voice and hiding in his clothes]:
It's so dark!
Spooky! I'm so scared!
Fye (Long hair guy): Vex not! I'm right beside you!
Mokona [In its own voice]: OH YIPEE!! KUROGANE'S SECURE AND HAPPY NOW!

LOLOL

Kurogane (Black gunk xD): DON'T SHOVE WORDS IN MY MOUTH
SPEAK FOR YOURSELF TUBBY
I DON'T APPRECIATE YOUR INSANE HUMOUR

Tsubasa Emblem

Hahas.. im mad about tsubasa..
i even completed watching episodes 1 to 26 in a day without sleeping..
X_x im mad..
kkz im going da sleep..
Byes..

2006-01-29T20:53:00.000+08:00

These few days ar..
cant even find the time to sleep in the nite..
cant even tink of taking an afternoon nap...
kaos, so busy..
teachers keep flooding us wif homework..
wtf man..
and during days where theres no homework..
there wud be at least one project to finish..
in this case, my physics project..
u noe how hard it is to write a manual like mine?
you know how long it takes?!!
21 days..

U muz be tinking that im a slow idiot..
but sorrie to say that you are wrong..
try writing a manual on how to assemble a desktop computer...
a whole set, including the mouse, the monitor, speakers..
GFX, cooling fans, heat sinks, CPU casings, etc...
u muz also include the brand of the stuff la...
u tink so easy ar?..

every day of the week... haf to sleep at 2am..
then muz wake up at 5 tml morning..
omgz im dying already..
in the end.. my project had 24 pages.. LOL..
its so thick becus the manual is for noobs..
in other words, i explained everything that a newbie in comps wud ask..
wasted my ink on it sia..

Then friday i played DotA..
sian.. the first 2 rounds i kena owned by ppl..
hehees..
the second and third rounds and so on..
i owned people lmao..
along wif abraham's lich..
muz apologise to him for KSing him so many times..
cant blame la, sandking during EG time = nid to ks to kill la..
so too bad lorhs.
who ask them to haf me as a team mate =x..
nvm i tink nex time no one want to team wif me liao..

then after that.. got a dam big cough..
got abit of fever also la...
then to add on.. i got blocked nose..
wtf man.. so suay...
haiz.. muz be becus i didnt get enuff sleep la...

den today, every place i went = nobody else is there except my family..
wa kao so deserted...
sian la only got 5 HBs..
so little compared to last time sia..
haiz.. wad to do?
ppl no money nowadays ma..
lols i siao lerhs..
answering my own questions hahas..

hmm then this koala arhs..
i duno wad 'it' is doing..
dun even treat me as a fren.. hmmpf..
whole day ignore my sms nia..
kaos.. i duno la..
i dun understand why am not, at least a friend to 'it'..?
at least treat me as a friend la kaes..?
dun nid to avoid me until lidat wad..

anyways koala, that day my words may haf been abit harsh la..
lols sori la, was too anxious..
since u said ur test was tml and u didnt bring ur tb..
so i was trying to get u to trust ur own capability ma..
perhaps u can tell me hows ur test le?
nvmz la.. hate me then..
haiz i cant do anything to stop u from hating me...

so.. i duno wad to do la..
hope u wont hate me =)..

kaes gtgz..
byex.....

signing off..
ArmaggedonZ
[DotA]
[b4cK 5t4Bb3r]

2006-01-24T23:45:00.000+08:00

Continued.
Omg.. after i kicked my toe.. it hurts like... ***!!!
bleah.. wad a bad day...

Then as for today, it rocks and sucks at the same time..

Good part of the day:
1. No chinese period today ^_^
2. Assembly meant our lessons are until 1.05 heeheex..
3. All my favourite subjects are lined up for the day..
4. No uncompleted homework
5. PE, i passed my SBJ trial
6. I cud train for my 2.4km run
7. I cut my toe finally =)

Bad part of the day:
1. My hair is messed up..
2. I failed chin-up trial (not surprising)
3. I almost passed my 2.4km trial..
4. Had to stay back cus of ppl talking in e hall..
5. Reached home by 4..
6. Got loads of homework..
7. No time to finish..
8. No time to sleep (which means i will become a panda tml)
9. Still haf events to go for...
10. My toe hurts after i failed to remove the part of a nail..

Great..
looks like overall, it is a bad day..
nvm... tink i go sleep liao..
if not i will be a panda for the whole morning..
k gtgz..
byex..

[Haixx..]

2006-01-23T23:49:00.000+08:00

A long overdue post.. yea
this was supposed to be done on saturday but i found no time for this..
so today, i'd grab abit of spare time from my sleep to do this once n for all =)
so..

Yesterday, my parents and i went to simlim
and bought 2 webcams with 6 LEDs for low light areas
(i'll get the pic in someday)
and also a linksys wireless G router WRT54G
Source: http://www.ciudadwireless.com/images/wrt54gCW.jpg

and a wireless G network card for my notebook... WPC54G
Source: http://tienda.instantbyte.com/images/contenido/productos/linksys/WPC54G.jpg

it kinda rocks now.. the feeling that u can get online anwhere in ur house..

Then my family had dinner at e restaurant, kinda nice yet cheap..
we ordered,
Curry fish head
Bittergroud with soy sauce
Fried 'baby' sotongs (squids)
Prawn sticks (they are called prawn ballz tho)
as well as 2 crabs wif chilli

guess how much this meal costed us?..
$61 lmao.. its so dam cheap rite?
lols the price knocked me off my feet.. haha.
so erm after that,

we went back home and i installed my router and network card..
I also added a WEP passphrase security to my router to prevent leechers frm using my router to access the internet..
I hate people doing that... surfing the net for free whereas u pay for their internet..

Yeah and so thats the end of yesterday..

Then today, at the start, it seemed to be a nice day..
but then.. it stank..

some idiot pushed me in the bus...
then in class, i fell asleep unwillingly,
asked to stand up for the rest of the lesson,
during GG, i was asked to speak thru the mic..
why me out of the others? (perhaps that wasnt so bad..)

Then, during recess, i was standing at the edge of the shelter/corridor..
i was admiring the droplets of dew dropping down from the roof..
when out of the sudden...
abit of water splashed down..
then soon enuff i thougt it was fine...
then another bigger splash came down...
damn...
i was all wet..
nvm..
end of sch.. i kicked my toe again..
k i continue tml for this post gtg.. bb

2006-01-13T16:47:00.000+08:00

Wa.. After these first few days of school...
i feel like im dying..
A maths...
Emaths...
these 2 subs wud always have homework everyday..
and it wud be 8 sums at one time..

Then as for biology..
The homework is like..
First few days, no work..
Then one fine day..
A whole load of work waiting for u =.=...
Physics and chemistry is quite okay for me..
except the fact that i haf yet to finish the Physics project on creating a manual..
Then as for english hw..

omg.. i dun even now how i am supposed to do it...
journal and vocab thing..
i duno how to do..
since i didnt read much books that are fiction based..
so how can i do the vocab!?
nvm..

now, im dying..
chinese work is also killing me..
i am supposed to do a compo of 400 words in 30 minutes..
and a letter in 15 minutes...
omgz.. It can kill me..
My teachers' expectations are so high.. =.=...
nvm.. can only blame meself for being in triple science..

Dead tired..
havent played games in a while now..
havent got the time to spare..
haf to sleep..

Next week, i dont think i'll even haf the time to blog until sat..
since..
Monday - CIP
Tuesday - CCA
Wednesday - CCA
Thursday - CCA
Friday - Nothing.. shud rest on this day..

Then on wednesday..
There was webclub..
so i was abit late la.
lols but then that guy..
cudnt get the comp lab 4 key.. wa laos..
Then make the sec 1s and 2s sit on e floor..
so bad hmmphs..
now we left quite a bad impression on them la..
next week the ppl who come wont be 13 again..
somewhere lesser..
since we didnt even get the comp lab on their first day..

So.. next week onwards..
Me and alex wud be teaching the Sec 1s and 2s and alex wud be teaching me as well..
Dun say i pro.. i still haf much to learn..
Cant imagine the days without these guys..
Webclub wud be dead silent and boring..
no one laughs, no one smiles..
jus another serious club..
since im not able to joke alot since i haf no mood anymore..

and now im still blogging on my laptop...
its battery life isnt good tho.. hais..
but at least its better than nothing..
Okaes.. my blog wud remain like this..
i may post once a week la..
since i dun haf the time anymore..
kkaes.. i gtg..
talk too much crap in this post..
bye..

[Bie wang le.. Wo reng ran hai zai deng zhe..]

laptop is here

2006-01-09T20:33:00.000+08:00

Readers shud haf noticed that i have not been posting regularly everyday...
The reason is very obvious..

1. I don't have that much time to burn anymore with the start of school days..
2. I may not have the mood to blog since i havent been in great mood recently..
3. I hate writing short posts, so i may accumulate all the events that happened in those few days that i didnt write,and then write it all in one long post..
(altho my long post isnt always very long)

Hehehehehee.. my notebook has finally arrived
wahaha.. Now im blogging on my laptop..
hehehe..

Btw, its a HP Compaq Presario V2000..
AMD Sempron
Running at 1.8 Ghz
WLAN 802.11b/g
512MB DDR2 at 400Mhz
ATI Radeon Xpress 200M
40GB HDD
DVD-ROM
3 USB
5-in-1 card reader
56k Modem

I admit la quite lousy hahas..
But AMD chipsets are really kinda different from Intel ones..
They seem to be faster.
Also, y frive came formatted to NTFS, which means..
Less trouble for me ^^.
Battery life is also quite good la..
just nice i have a nicely small wireless mouse..
(and it lags alot...)

ok nvm.. now for school work..
wao.. school stinks now.. (not literally)
Cus everything is much harder now and also, every subject teacher is trying to pile me up with homework T.T...

The list of things to buy is swelling up as well..
nvm, then my wallet is shrinkin!!..
cus theres loads of stuff to pay for u see..

Den today sucks.. my leg hurts like mad..
every time i make a step foreward horhs..
my thigh will hurt for some reason..
perhaps its becus of the weather?

nvm.. speaking about the weather..
it has been raining non stop for 2 days already...
its not that it didnt stop, its just that it only like..
turned into a drizzle for a few moments and then..
strengthen up to become some kind of storm..
and the cycle continues like that for about 3/4 of the day..
that applies to yesterday and today..
luckily the rain didnt catch me..
i hope it wud never catch me.. =P

ok larhs sian, soon horhs...
Hmm ima get a 1 gb ram for my laptop =\..
Sians. yesterday, kena shock by one person..
SMS say.. "Nvm. Pretend we never met before."
wtf..
wa lao.. i never do anything lorhs..
i was like joking here n there then i get this...
ha.. i talk too much la i guess..
then next time i wont talk much to everyone lerhs..
except for one person, who im refering to is very obvious..
i dun nid to say already...
Hahs.. no more jokes from me again..
Im back to the bored n alone me..
nvm ignore my blabbling xD.

Hmm..
so horhs koala, next time got anything u cant catch up with..
must ask me horhs.. dun keep evry thing to urself..
And it isnt a bother to me if u ask me anything.
i wud be glad to answer ^^

Nothing else to write lerhs..
i go le..
byex...

2006-01-08T12:21:00.000+08:00

Wa laos...
this is only the first week of school and im dying already...

First day (Tuesday), had to buy files, and small ex books.., as well as listen to the principal and teachers talk common sense into us, they did some admin also..

Second day (Wednesday), started with a maths lessons and get 6 questions as homework..

anD

Pay a sum of money for the school stuff for the year..
e.g Misc fees, Hand book, school magazine, etc..
We were dismissed by 3pm -_-'

Third day (Thursday), got 3 a maths and 4 e maths questions as homework
aNd
a physics assignment for january which is to
: Create a manual on how to build sumth based on experience..

Fourth day (Friday), had to buy more files and exercise books..
aNd
had to finish a chinese compo with at least 400 words!!!!
My chinese teacher -_-|
AnD
CCA Fair today stayed back with webclub recruiting sec 1 members until 7pm
And i forgot to bring my bread (breakfast) to school -.-
Reached home by 8pm..

Saturday, finally, i can rest.. i slept at 1am on friday until 2pm today...
phew... sleep until song =P...
Then, i was actually awakened by some ppl calling me -.- kaos.. cud haf slept until 3pm..
Den today, is the She Diao Ying Xiong Zhuan de last episode. Had to watch it =\ if not i will regret it for my whole life de..

Wahahaa jk larhs relax xD. Im not so mad lorhs..

Then today, i had to collect my Edusave Bursary worth $250 in the morning at 9.30 pm..

Wa laos, yesterday i didnt sleep enuff.. now i feel like sleeping..
Den had to queue up like siao.. so long queue lorhs..

imagine 1175 ppl each student has 2 parents in the Community Centre..
It wud be 3525 ppl there!! WTH! And from the 2nd level, they look like ants surrounding food xD lmao!..

okaes, then im off to do my physics project..
since its so boring today..
i may come back later to write more larhs
Byex~!

[Wo de tian kong, Jing tian you dian hui...]
[Wo de xin shi ge luo ye de ji jie...]

-.- sian..

2006-01-04T00:25:00.000+08:00

Ya first day of school..
Also first day of wearing my long pants wahahas

Hmms.. so fast horhs.. 2 years just passed like tht..
Today harhs... Altho its e first day of sch horhs..
But then...
Its so sian lorhs!!

Firstly, Our 'P' addressed us about the school rules which still apply...
Then, introduced us to our 3* new teachers..
(* correct me if im wrong)
Then he conducted a hair check with the rest of the teachers..
And suspended 52 ppl for unsuitable hair colour or length la..
Hais.. these ppl ar.. dreaming aR?
Come to sch also nvr think about his hair whether will kena suspend anot..
-_-|

Den horhs.. We went back to our class do sum admin..
Get sum time table...
Then, before we elected our class chairmen..
Its time for us to go to the hall and listen to some more ppl addressing us...
zZz..
quite boring la.. they are repeating the same concepts this year again..
We heard this last year already lorhs..
Then nvm..
Soon, we went back to class again..

Then!! Again.. we dun haf time for nominating our chairmen.. -.-'
Then went for the recess.. Zzz Walk around.. Eat bread.. sian la..
Then we went back to class for English lesson in the AVA room...

quite boring la.. since today is all about admin..
And besides im quite tired also la since i cant slp yesterday for sum reason..

Almost fell asleep lol.. luckily never..
Then we went back to the classroom for.. yet another period of physics..
Its then that we completed the voting for the chairman thing lol..
In the end.. Our Ex chairman, in 2e got nominated by us..
WAHAHAHA.. KENA SABO LMAO!!!..
Actually it isnt sabo..
He claims it as we sabo him -.-'

ok la.. nvm..
Then our chem teacher came in, intro-ed us abit of stuff..
and made us intro ourselves to her..

Then.. Nth much to note la..
Kk.. so tired... i go sleep liaos ba..
Byex~!

[Xiang nian bian cheng huai nian, Xin dong bian cheng xin cui...]
[Pian pian hai hui guan qie, Ni jui hou shu yu shei...]

haiz...

2006-01-02T16:31:00.000+08:00

I'll post lyrics for today.. As for tml or perhaps later, i'll write another post..
Dont have the mood now..

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you any more
Believing
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing, 'cause i'm not leaving you any more
Believing
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go

Far Away - Nickelback

Kaes.. im off.. byes..

[I know how you feel now.. Cos no one understands me either...]

V3 is up, so is V1..

2005-12-30T17:56:00.000+08:00

V3 is up and online..
Edited quite alot of coding before its up...

The archives, as i said, for easy viewing, has been left on V3...

As for the V1, it shall start off as an empty blog, after its moving, with this being its first post..

Im just keeping it for its design...

comments on V3 is always welcome on the tag..
no comment also can la..

Just rmb, DONT view it in Firefox...
It looks ugly in it...
Only view it in MSIE..

AND

DONT right click above 2 times...
dont say i didnt warn u guys...

kk.. Im off..
Byes..